It's been a long time since I posted and to be honest, I miss all of you. The past few weeks has been really tough for me and I appreciate all your beautiful comments, emails, wonderful gifts, cards and support. I was so touched with all your kinds words. I know many of you have been wondering what had happened that made me decide to suddenly stop creating videos. I apologize if I worried any of you and as you all know, that's the last thing I would do to you since you all have been nothing but great to me. My family and I are doing fine. I know some were concerned if someone has threatened me on You Tube, which that wasn't the case. Believe me, you would be the first to know. I realize there are many that are comfortable sharing their personal life on You Tube. For me at the time, I felt it was something private and I hope many of you can understand that. I've spoken with my family, especially my mom numerous times and she thinks its okay to share certain things that happen to you in life. My little brother unexpectedly passed away. There's no words that can express how I feel. It was such a shock and til this day, I don't want to accept it. All I want to do is cry like I'm doing now. I miss him SO much. My mom tells me, it will take time to heal and that you can always cherish the memories you shared together. I started scrapbooking to preserve memories, but never have I had to do it this way. Its hard to explain and maybe some of you can relate, but my passion for creating has become stronger. I always created through my thoughts and my heart, but my heart is even stronger now. I know my brother wouldn't want me to stop and every time I create, he will always be there with me. I honestly didn't want to say anything, but I do want the world to know....I LOVE my brother SO MUCH.
Sharing my passion for crafting with everyone has become a part of me. I honestly didn't want to do anything and just stop. I've learned that creating is a big part of who I am and I can't forget that. I didn't think I would be able to post a video again. As you can see in my last video I was really emotional, but I had to do a video because I care so much about all of you. I couldn't just not post anymore. I removed the video, but set it in "Private". I didn't want to delete all the wonderful comments all of you have sent. Its just too emotional to see. I was so touched to know that my videos helped many of you in many different ways. Watching many of your videos helped me too as well. It really helps the healing. I can't promise you when, but someday I will post a video again. Thank you again so much for all your support.
Here's a mini and tag I made for my niece. She loves the zebra print and her room is PINK, black and white. I know my brother is looking down and will see what I created for his beautiful girl. Thank you so much Kathryn for the beautiful kit. It was perfect.
99 comments:
Oh Bona...I just left a car wash fundraiser for a 16 year old girl who passed away this past week. I'm so sorry about your little Brother. The best advice I can give you is to keep his memory alive the best way you can. That has always helped me when I've lost a love one.
Take care of yourself! You know I'm always a phone call away.
Regina
Dear Bona,
I'm so sorry about the loss of your brother. I rarelly leave comments, but I follow your blog and your you tube as well. You are an inspiration to me and to many others ladies.
I always think that through memories you can meet with your brother again.
best regards,
Wanda
Hey Bona, I'm so sorry about your little brother. This is so kind of you to let us in your life when you really don't have to. I'm with Regina, keep his memorry alive in everything you create. Take all the time you need to heal. I can't wait to see what you create next. This mini is simply gorgeous. TFS!! I'm always here for ya, Huge Hugs, Friday
Oh I am so sorry about your brother!!! I know how hard it is. I lost my dad when I was 8 and I still miss him even more today. Right now I'm sure it hurts so much. I still cry but I will say I feel better. When I was younger I tried to forget it and not feel the pain and it wasnt a good thing because as I got older and started to think more and deal with it more I was a mess. I will say that is one of the reasons I wanted to scrapbook is to make sure I always have the memory of my dad and will have something to show and tell my kids about how great he was! So I completely understand and am happy to hear you are still creating!!!! Take care!!!
Bona, I'm so sorry to hear about the passing of your little brother. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
Your projects are awesome as always. Please take care and know that I am thinking of you.
*hugs* Steph
Prayers of healing for you and your precious family Bona. Losing a loved one is NEVER easy. Healing does take place over time, but nothing can ever take the place of our loved one. Knowing and trusting that God will continue to pour out his comfort and peace upon you. Love your mini!
So sorry to hear about your brother. Love and prayers to you and your family.
Bona-i'm so sorry to hear this news-you are such an inspiration to all of us and i know your brother is so proud of you and would definitely want you to keep going-sharing those memories of him with your niece will be precious.
much love and prayers to you and your family.
i too have recently lost someone so special-My GodMother...growing up she was the only one who was ever there for me through absolutely everythng-the good, the bad and the ugly-crafting has definitely been helping me out and i hope that it guides you as well.
much love always,
sarabeth
Bona,
My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family on your loss. I am so sorry. I agree...doing something that you love can relieve a little pain that your heart feel. So don't stop what you love to do. Thank you for sharing your projects...I am sure your niece will love the tag you made for her. The mini is beautiful too!
Hugs!
Elizabeth
You and your family have been in my thoughts and prayers....I am so sorry about your loss....my eyes just fill with tears and my heart breaks for you. Time heals everything.....moments like this make us truly treasure each and every minute of our lives. God bless you always my friend....I am here for you any time.
Your mini looks great and it's good to know that you are creating and keeping busy...this will help you tremendously.
Hugs, T
Big hugs to you....you and your family are in my prayers. It is Just me and my brother now our parents pass and to keep there memory in our lives I keep pictures all over our house. There memories will be with us forever in our heart. I hope time will heal you...you are very inspiring and have a gift to create.
aLoha Liann
I'm sorry sorry for your Loss Bona, My Prayers go out to you and your Family during this difficult time. I lost a Sister when she was only 27 and she left behind two young children, It was one of the Hardest things I have faced. I kept alot in and thats not good, let yourself feel every empotion associated with losing him.
Hugs, Debi
Oh Bona, I cannot tell you or express to you how sorry I am to here your loss, but know that we are all here for you and know that your Brother would not want you to give up your beautiful crafting, remember that this will be your source of strength to help you through those bad days. I don't know what it is like to loose a sibling, but I lost my Dad and I know that a very big chunk of me went with him that day and will never return..I feel your pain. Please know that you are in my thoughts, along with your families and I am sending all of my hugs to you.
I am pleased that you were able to share something this personal with us, it means that you trust us all, we were all so worried, but I understand why.
I am also pleased that one day you will return to videos, I look forward to that day, but am pleased that you are still creating and that we are able to view this on you blog, your creations are gorgeous. Hugs!
Hi Bona, I'm so sorry to hear about the death of your brother. You and your family have been in my thoughts and prayers the last few weeks.
I love your mini, creating is good for the soul and I hope this will help your healing in some way.
Best wishes,
Geraldine.
Bona, I know we have never met before but I feel your pain through your blog post and I am crying right now with you. I just found youtube for inspiration in crafting/mini's/flowers recently and feel in love with your tuturals!
I lost both of my parents in 2001 and 2002 to cancer and heart disease. It was very hard for me and I to thought I would never have the desire to craft. Honestly, I am just now able to do a scrapbook page of either of them let alone a whole album. I will get there some day. I am writing things down that I want to make sure to pass on to future generations about them, but it is painful.
I pray that the days do get easier for you, and one day you once again find pleasure in making videos again. For now you need to be there for your neice and family to get through this tough time.
(((hugs))))
Brenda
We all miss your videos but you need this time to grieve We are all praying for you. God is always with you, God bless you and your family
So relieved to hear from You !
I am very sorry for your loss. I am so thankful for the ideas you have shared, and I am glad you are starting to create again, I hope that will some therapy to help you deal with your grief.
Thank you for all of your ideas, and the swaps you have hosted in the past.
Jonelle
Dear Bona,
I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my sister 7 weeks ago and she was my only sibling. My parents died a few years ago so it was just me and her. Now it is just me. She was a crafter also and it was hard for me to even look at my supplies without getting sad but I am starting to make a few things for my nieces also. Thanks for the update and sharing your creations. Hugs!! Alice
I want to send you a big hug. Very sad to hear of your loss. Your niece is going to cherish this album. HUGS.
Bona, I am soo sorry to hear about your loss. I know it's hard and i thank you for sharing what had happened. All i can say is your brother is with you as long as you take him. I talk my mom everyday with me...i say good morning to her and i talk to her when im sad, happy or watever. It will take some time and i will keep your family in my thoughts and prayers.
I'm so sorry to read about your news Bona!
I'm thinking of you and sending you a huge hug your way!
Love to your family!
Take care,
Kylie X
HI Bona,
I am so sorry for your loss. It is definitly understandable, and i think you should take all the time u need, but we are many that appreciate you and ur art and it has really hepled us alot and hopefully we can help you aswell somehow. indeed time will heal, for some it take shorter and for some it takes longer, and i think you should give it the time you need. I hope you will never stop creating as your projects and art are just so beautiful and inspiring, i visit your blog often for inspiration. My thought are with u and ur family and i wish u all the best. best of regards A.S
Oh Bona, There are no words to say i feel for you on your loss. Thanks for sharing this sorry loss with us. You didn;t have to. We all love you and will always be here for you. He is watching you so keep doing good things for him. He would want you to do what you love to do the most. Love & hugs. We will be waiting for your return. P.S nice mini.
Dear Bona, I'm so very sorry to hear about your brother. My sincere condolences to you and your family.
Your decision to keep creating is one of the best ways to honor your brother.
I look forward to the time when you'll feel comfortable enough to post videos again.
Warm regards,
MJ
Bona, I'm so sorry for your loss...hang in there...
hi bona, thanks for sharing the news with us it must have been hard, i am so sad for you and hope it gets easier, hang in there, rina
hi bona, thanks for sharing the news with us it must have been hard, i am so sad for you and hope it gets easier, hang in there, rina
Bona, it is very difficult to loose a loved one, right now you will hurt every time you think of him. But time will help you heal and cherish the memories. My mom passed away in July and it still hurts but now I try to remember who she was and what she did, not why she passed; making something in her honor also helped me. My thoughts and prayers are with all your family. You have to continue to be who you are, and remain strong specially for his little one(s). All your work is beautiful and inspiring and it shows even at a difficult time. Gloria
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Hi Bona, As I often do as of late, I checked your youtube and noticed that your last video was removed so I hopped over to your blog. I am so so sorry for your loss.Take all the time you need to heal we will all be hear waiting to receive you back with big warm hugs. Your mini for your niece is beautiful.
Take care of yourself. Hugs Aliscia
Dear Bona, words can not express how sorry I am for your loss. This is something that I could not imagine happening to me. I will keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers. Time heals all, keep creating to express your feelings and love for your brother and family. Take care, hope to more of your creations.
Cindy
Bona I'm sorry to hear about your loss of your brother. Thank you so much for letting us know a little part of your life & I also think that creating will keep you close to your brother. My prayers are with you & your family. Take care always, Christina
Hi Bona,
I am so sorry that you lost someone so close to you. I can share your pain because four years ago I lost my best friend, my husband. He was my number one inspiration and support in my crafting. I miss him so much and besides all you ladies on Youtube there is no one else that inspires me so much. When I see all the anniversary creations I just melt inside because I don;t have him here to share that with. He too died unexpectedly of a heart attack and never got to say "good-bye" and "I love you" I have two children that will grow up without their father but time helps you to heal but the pain will still remain so continue to endure and keep busy with your awesome creations. It has helped me to keep going. Love and Hugs,
Fayrai(Suecat11)
Bona, Sending hugs and prayers your way. I am so sorry to hear about your brothers passing. Your Mother is right, it will take time. You will never get over the loss, but with time will learn to accept it. Creating has helped me deal with loss more than once in my life and I hope it will help you too...
Patti
Bona i just recently lost my dad. He wasnt old, he wasnt sick. It was very sudden and shocked us all. Believe me when i tell you i know exactly how you feel. These coming months are going to be so extremely hard for you. Please know my thoughts are with you and your family. You are an amazing lady whom ive been following through here and youtube though we have yet to really make contact. Please accept my sincerest sympathies during this tough time.
Much love and hugs,
Laura.
Bona~I am so sorry for your loss. I am so glad that you decided to blog again. I have missed your videos and your creativity. You have really inspired me in so many ways. This mini album is so pretty!
Huge hugs and I hope you will share more creations with us!
Oh Bona - I am so sorry to hear about your dear brother passing away. My heart goes out to you and your family.
I m so glad to see you are still scrapbooking. I love your mini. What a beautiful gift for your niece.
You take care. Hugs, Mary
Bona i'am sorry to hear about youre little brother.The mini looks great.I'am looking forward to the day when you return to you tube.
Joan
Bona, I'm so sorry for your loss. I know I don't leave a lot of comments but my thoughts and prayers have gone out to you. I agree with everyone else that you can keep him alive through your work and that it will help to ease the pain some. You are an inspiration to so many people. You know we would do whatever we can to help you out.
P.S. The mini is awesome, as usual.
God bless you and your family. You will be welcomed back with open arms when you are ready.
Luv ya, Bon. I'm always here for you. I love how the mini turned out, love the colors. hugs, Ar'
Hi Bona. I am sooo sorry about your brother. I cant even imagine what losing a sibling feels like. Even though it seems like you will never heal, you will someday down the road. Again im sooo sorry for your loss.
Hugs,
Sarah
PS-the mini is beautiful as always! :o)
I miss your presence in my life, so I thought I'd stop by your blog to see if you have posted anything lately. What a brave and wonderful thing you have done by opening up your heart to us like this. Perhaps it's the reaction to our opening up our hearts to you via the comments after your announcement. Thank you so much for sharing yourself. I can only imagine that it will be one of a thousand little things that you will choose to do along your journey of walking through your grief. Each week, a new opportunity will present itself to you to work through this, and each time, it will up to you to decide to take another step forward, or just stay where you are for a while longer. You will get through this; remember we walk through the valley of the shadow of death, we don't camp out there and stay forever. Keep your chin up, and take care of your heart. I'll follow your blog now instead of You Tube, and look forward to whatever you are open to sharing. You are loved beyond belief! Hugs from Texas! Maureen
Bona, My heart aches for your loss. I'm sorry for the pain you must be feeling. I'm sure that one day you will remember him with a smile and not tears. Keep your head up girl!
Hello, Bona, I`m glad you`re doing some steps to deal with your pain. I just can imagine the pain and the lost you feel, I only can say to you, that God give us the promise that we´ll all see in heaven together, just be strong for your girls and your mom and family they need you. Take care of you.
My heart aches for you, Bona.
Sandy
Dear Bona,
I am sorry to hear the loss of your brother. May you and your family be blessed with God's powerful love. I will continue to pray for your family.
With love,
Ria
Bona I am so,so sorry to hear about your brother. I have also lost a brother and know how you feel, it is truly one of the hardest things to live with. I am crying with you as I read your blog. Please stay strong and yes do cherish all the wonderful times you had together as that will help some with the healing. I will pray that the lord shines light over you and your family.
All my love and prayers
Laura De La Rosa
The Vintagekey
Love this mini! It's so girlie and fun and yes I do love these colors together.
Thanks for sharing,
Laura De La Rosa
The Vintage Key
Hey Bona, I just thought I'd check your blog out in hopes that maybe you had posted recently and much to my surprise you have. I can't begin to know the pain of losing a brother, but I lost my first hubby very unexpectedly, so I know the pain of the unexpected and it hurts tremendously! You have been in my thoughts and prayers all along my dear friend and there you will stay for as long as need be! I am glad you are creating as I believe this will help you heal. You have too much talent and love in you to stop! Hugs to you my friend! Cheryl
Bona,
So sorry for your loss. May you find peace and comfort in the memories of your brother. Lean on God for he will see you through this difficult time...every step of the way.
So glad your back and creating. I'm sure your brother would be proud!
Holding you and yours up in prayer.
Lexi
Bona, I am so sorry to hear of the passing of your little brother :( You and your family are in my thoughts. He will always be with you in your heart.
Big hugs to you.
Karlene xx
Bona, I'm so sorry. Nothing can prepare you for this kind of loss. You're entitled to grieve, and you should do so for as long as you need to. When you're ready to come back to YouTube, you will. I miss you.
Bona- I am glad to see you're back but hurt for you and your family's loss. I pray that each day comes a little easier than the last; with more smiling at his memories than tears. Peace be with you.
Bona - Words can't express how sad I am for your loss. I can't say that I know what you're going through, but I can only imagine the pain you're experiencing.
I think you're right and that your brother would want you to press on with creating and I think that your passion of scrapping will become even more strong and may even be the tool that begins to bring healing to your broken heart.
I'm so sorry, Bona. You've been in my thoughts and prayers.
Bona,
I am so sorry for the loss of you beloved brother. I love my brother too and would feel like you if I lost him.
My prayers are with you and your family.
Hi Bona...
So sorry to hear that you lost your wee brother, I know exactly how you feel, I too lost my big brother a few years back... It hurts.
Sending you a nig hug from across the pond... take care
Sarah xx (YT : 3dogsand2kids)
Bona - sending prayers to you and your family during this difficult time. Through your creative talent you honor your brother's blessed memory. The hurt never goes away, but it gets easier.
Hugs - Doris
Hey Bona, Was thinking about you just now and thought I'd pop over to your blog. I was both happy and saddened to see your posting. My deepest sympathies to you and your family. My only brother was recently in the hospital for 2 weeks and I can't even begin to imagine what I would have done if he hadn't come home.
Love the mini, as usual. I am so looking forward to seeing your creations, but please, take time for yourself to heal.
May God bless you and comfort your family at this time,
Hi Bona,
I am so sorry for your loss.
I am sending you a HUGE cyber HUG to let you know that I am thinking about you.
Love,
Vangie
Dear Bona.
I wish a could bring you flowers and words enough to help you in this painfull time. It's so hard to bring some 'i wish i could help you messgae'. It always is but translate this from Dutch to Americain is difficult. Hope you understand my meai ng, it's with good intentions.
Love from Holland, Kaat.
Hugs to you and your family Bona... glad you're still creating...
XOXO across the seas...
Bona, I am really sorry for your loss. I share your pain as I have lost one of my brothers as well. I think of him all the time and the family that he left behind. I can tell you that over time the numbness and the sadness will lessen and you heart will remember all of the wonderful times you shared together and swell with happiness that you had the time together you did. Cherish the memories and create from the heart and you will have beautiful remembrances of him.
I will say a special prayer in hopes that God will speed your hearts healing and send you special signs that your brother is in great hands now.
Hugs,
Julie
Oh Bona, I am so sorry for your loss. God bless you and your family, especially during this difficult time.
-Steph
My thoughts and prayers go to you and your family regarding the loss of your brother. I started scrapbooking after my mother passed away and it helped me alot.
Bona, I am sorry to hear about the passing of your brother. I wish peace for you and your family & I am happy that you have a creative outlet to give you some comfort during these days. We are here for you if you need anything at all!
~Kathryn
P.S. I just got a box from Tiffany yesterday & it had a beautiful dressform tag in there from you! I loved it so much ~ thank you for making it for me!
Hi Bona... I'm sorry to hear about your little brother. It is never easy to deal with a loved one's death. Even harder if it was unexpected! So so sorry. I know he'll be watch over you and your family, keeping yall healthy, happy and safe... I'm glad that you are able to share your life with us. I hardly ever comment on our videos or on your blog, but I am a religious follower. And have purchase several kits from you. I'm glad that you haven't completely stop creating!
Lots of hugs!!!
Miranda
I am so sorry for your lost-I just want to give you a big hug
Bona so sorry for the loss of your brother. I hope brighter days are ahead for you and your family! Stay strong! I am glad you have scrapbooking as a outlet for your grief! Miss you! Hugs, Kathy
I pray your heart will be comforted as well as your whole family! Your in my prayers and I am so very sorry for your loss.Jules
Bona - First, I am so sorry for your loss... It is never easy, regardless of the circumstance. But the sudden loss makes it even harder to understand. I have had your family in my thoughts for the last few weeks. You know, I will keep you in my thoughts and send you good wishes everyday.
I am so glad to see you posting again. I know how difficult it is to think about going back to your everyday life. When I lost my dad a few years ago I was devastated. I still think of him and miss him every single day. But when I think of him now, I smile more often than I cry. You will get there too one day, my friend. Be patient with yourself. There is no time limit, no scale or measure of healing you have to meet.
You have a lot of people out here thinking of you and wishing you and your family well... I am certainly one of them.
Hugs,
Susan D
iowa2308
Hi Bona. I just wanted to tell you that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. Please take comfort in knowing that so many of us care deeply about you and wish you well.
Dear Bona,
I am so sorry about the loss of your brother - my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. When I lost my fiance very suddenly, very unexpectedly last year, I had to stop everything - working, crafting, reading, everything. It was the most devastating thing I have ever gone through. And even to this day, my heart is broken and it is difficult to accept that this incredible man is no longer here on this earth with me. But after some time passed, I started creating and crafting more than ever before because it let me express all of my emotions and preserve all of my memories of him. Seeing all of your incredible creations and watching all of your wonderfully talented videos (along with the other ladies on YT), I began to find beauty in life again. I know that this is a very difficult and emotional time for you, but I wanted to thank you for helping me through the most difficult time of my life and I hope that we can do the same for you. Even though our loved ones are gone, they still live within us. If you need anything, please just ask. Love and prayers, Gayle
Oh Bona I am sorry to hear about the loss of your brother! I know what you are going through, I loss two brothers. I am the youngest of 6 and I lost my youngest and oldest brother, I have one brother left. Although I love them all the same, I was closets to the two I lost. My youngest brother died in 1995 at the age of 32 and my oldest in 2005 at 49. I miss them both so very much. My son was very close with my oldest brother he was only 2yrs old when my youngest brother passed away, and he took his death extremely hard. I know how painful it is, I am crying as I type these words to you. My advice is, you will always miss your brother, but it gets better in time. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family in this difficult time. Take care and if you ever need to talk or cry, you know where to find me! Big hugs, Kay
I am so sorry for your loss. You are a storng person and have the support of many faceless friends out here. I am glad to see you are using your craft as a tool to help you get through this. My thoughts are with you and your family at this time and I wish you healing and love. My sincere sympathy and I will look forward to the day when you have healed enough to post another video. Always, Amy
So sorry Bona to hear the loss of your Brother. You and your family are in my prayers. I lost my Mom 11 years ago and there are times still that I just start to cry. Your Mom is right and it will take some time.
Take care and Blessings to you and your family.
Oh Bona,
I am so so so sorry to hear you lost your dear little brother. This is such a difficult time for you and your family. You are all in my thoughts and prayers. Again, I'm so very sorry.
Bona, I am so sorry to hear of the loss of your brother. Time will ease the pain. I am so glad you have continued to create, it is a part of you and your brother wouldn't want you to quit. Your mini album is beautiful and I know your neice will cherish it forever. Sending my love and prayers your way!
Hugs, Regan
Oh Bona...I am so very sorry for your loss. I understand your pain and having loss a hubby and twin boys I understand it seems unbearable. Just take it one day, one hour or one min. at a time as you need to. I am glad to see you creating again it helps. I will continue praying for God to wrap his arms around you and give you comfort in your pain.
Hugz
Pam
Hi Bona, I'm so sorry to hear the loss of your Brother. Although no words can really help to ease the loss you bear, just know that you are very close in every thought and prayer.
Take care of youself.
Hugs,
Paveena
I am so sad, I can't imagine how you feel. I just hope that Time will help you. There is no word that I can write to make you feel better =(. Sending you a lot of love from here. Warm hugs.
Karine
Hi Bona, Today is the first day in sometimes that I have opened your blog spot. I so miss you my friend. My heart and prayers go out to you and your family, I am so sorry about your little brother. Thank you for sharing your lovely mini's. Take care my friend and God bless.
Thanks Bona for sharing, am glad to see you're creating again on the blog.
Take care
*
Hi Bona
I am really really sorry to hear of your loss. I don't think any of us could have imagined what had happened to you. I am really pleased that you are back and that crafting is back in your life.
I have been through some tough times and being creative is how I have handled the harshness that life can sometimes bring.
Big Warm Hugs
Vikkles
xxx
Bona,i am so so very sorry for your loss!! :( Sending you some hugs!!
My Grandma passed away in May and two weeks later my husbands Grandma!! It was a horrible time for our whole family and we miss both of them very very much!! But i know,that both of them are watching over us now,which takes a tiny bit of the pain!!
Thank you though for leeting us all know,i am sure it wasn't an easy decision!!
Many hugs,
Cindy
Hi Bona,
I was missing watching your videos so I thought I'd stop by your blog and I saw this post. My thoughts go out to you and your family. It's nice that you'll be able to capture all of the memories you have of your brother and share them with everyone through your wonderful work.
Take care.
I'm sorry to hear about your brother. Best wishes. I pray for your healing.
Danielle
Thank you for sharing. I know it was difficult. But it's good to know that you are OK. I just lost my dad suddenly & unexpectedly. I keep telling myself that it will get easier & less painful as time goes on. I know it just takes time for the raw pain to subside, but I know he is here with me everyday. the same goes for you & your brother. Take your time, heal yourself & we'll be witing to see your videos again one day. You are very inspiring to so many of us.
Lori
Hi Bona, I just stopped by to send you a message, was so surprised as well excited to see that you had posted. I continue to pray for you and your family, you are so in my thoughts! I'm so so sorry for your loss as well as the loss to your entire family. It is a very very hard time for all of you. I'm glad that you are able to share this part of your life as well as your talent and art. We are all here for you! RuthAnn
Oh Bona, I haven't been able to leave you a comment. I'm so very sorry for your lost. All I can say is honor his memory by being who you are, a creative beeing that gives of herself. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. It will get easier.
xxx
Marlene
Bona,
I am so sorry to hear of the loss of your little brother. Watching your video when you first posted it something in my heart told me that it had to have been something that touched you deeply. In time you will heal and the memory of your brother will never leave your heart. You create such beautiful things and looking at your creations I can feel the love that you put in them. Keeping up with your creative passion will help you through this. Take care of yourself and your family.
Evelyn
I'm so sorry for your loss, Bona. I know exactly what it feels like to have that happen to you. My little brother unexpectedly died too, a week after his 20th birthday (and Christmas) and they never could give us any reason why it happened. Then 5 days after that my husband lost his job and I had to go to work full-time to support my family. It's a hard and very painful thing to lose somebody you love. I'm glad that you're able to work on your projects to help with your healing process. It takes time. I'm sure nobody here wants to rush you into doing anything you're not ready for. I love seeing your creations, thanks for sharing them with us.
Hugs and prayers,
Loriro
Hi Bona
I am so sorry to hear about your loss...and I pray for you and your family...
you are an inspiration and loved by everyone.
thanks for sharing your projects
hugz
amina (papersandflowers)
I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. Thank you for letting us know. I've been worried about you and I've never even met you, just watched your wonderful videos on youtube! You have really had an impact on so many people...way more than will ever comment or even subscribe to your videos!
Take care and don't put pressure on yourself to heal in any certain way. Your journey is your own. I wish you peace.
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